Ugh. Life is getting so friggen hard right now. I am barely sketchin, let alone actually drawing anything. Work is killin me, Im procrastinating all da time, Im tired. Just tired. But I dont wanna complain. Im still alive and all.

Update. Its the new year and I have a few resolutions, some that include ceasing on the procrastinating, being more mature (but still playin round once in a while), getting a job, focus more on dis and dat etc. I got my PSAT scored back and my goodness. It wasnt so bad just..I expected more of myself and I didnt have time to do all the questions lol. SAT in May I think so I'll do better next time now I kno what to expect.

I'm in the beginning of volleyball training, from Sunday to Tuesday, Thursday and Friday, which gets vigorous evryday. My body hurts now and I need a good soak and a massage.

But seriously. Im soon to be in grade 12 which means Ill be goin off. And Im still in debate on what Im going to do with my life. I wanted to be a veternarian. That was lost to me. Then I wanted to be an animator. That's still in cosideration. Ive thought about being an architect but I dont know the first thing about it. I want to study Art Foundation because I like realism a little more than cartoony stuff. However, if I major in that, what can I do with it? Thats gets me stuck. Or If I do animation, I'll have to move overseas as I will definately not progress being on this island. And I know there will be alot of people who are far better than me out there. I possibly need two things. A career of some sort and something else to fall back on if it somehow fails. Man, dis is complicated.

I know Im still a young-in but it better to think about it now than wonder about it later.
Anyway, enough of me killing yall with my life.